Monday, August 31, 2026

FROM THE SPINE - AUGUST 2026 BOOK REVIEWS

August 2026

August has been hot - so hot they cancelled some soccer practices and games. We used the racquetball courts to train those days. We spent August packing, cleaning, and doing lots of paperwork. We moved to a new house and sold our old house. Now we are trying to figure out where we put everything we packed and find spots for everything. Moving is hard work. 


Anyway, here are the books I finished and my reviews of them:


Fiction Books

Amari and the Night Brothers by B.B. Alston

Amari is a young black girl from the hood. She’s trying to make her way in the world, but she’s starting from a disadvantage. Her single mom is struggling to make ends meet, and her older brother has disappeared. Everything changes for Amari when she gets drawn into a world of magic. Her brother leaves her clues and an invitation into the magic world he discovered. Amari must brave the challenges of learning so much about her new world, and she seeks to find her lost brother at all costs. She makes new friends (and new enemies). She steps into her new powers and learns to control them. She also sees that even the magical world is full of prejudice, deception, power struggles, and kind souls. Humans, after all, are still human, even if they have magic powers. Amari is drawn into a desperate hunt for an ancient artifact that would unleash ancient evils upon the world. Can she solve the puzzles, piece together the clues, and defeat the Night Brothers? 

I enjoyed the novelty of this story. It blends magic and lore from many different backgrounds in new ways. I found myself cheering for Amari as she made hard decisions and evolved through the challenges she faced. Here are some questions and themes the book wrestled with: Life is not fair. How we deal with that fact shows our character. For example, Amari comes out of poverty to compete with the rich kids. What (or who) are we willing to fight for? Amari fights for her family. What lies or illusions are we believing? What lies or illusions are we creating or perpetuating? Amari is an illusionist. She has to learn how to use her powers safely. How can we give others the hand up we needed? How can we embrace our gifts and grow them for ourselves and others? I did struggle a little with the teen girl vibe. Never been a teen girl, so it was a stretch to feel all the same feels.


This is for readers who believe in magic, mysteries, and thrills. 

(Rated PG, Score 8/10, audiobook read by Imani Parks, 11:12)


James by Percival Everett

Remember Tom Sawyer and Huckleberry Finn and their shenanigans. This is the deeper, darker side of that story, following the slave Jim, who is a very complex character. Jim runs away from his owner and family when he hears that he is going to be sold. He hides out on an island for a bit before floating down the Mississippi River with Huck. Jim decides he is going to earn enough money to buy his wife and daughter to free them from their former owner. Jim hides his education and philosophical musings behind a mask of slave speak. The longer he is free, the more the mask slips away. Eventually, Jim’s transformation is complete. He becomes James, a free man who has the power of words and ideas driving him forward and rescuing other oppressed slaves. 

One particular part of this book that resonated with me was when Jim gets bitten by a rattlesnake and spends several days in a fever dream trying to recover. With only the renegade boy Huck to care for him, he is lucky to live. Here’s their conversation when Jim is recovered enough to eat again: “I’m glad you didn’t die,” Huck said. “I’m a right pleased about that my own self.” I stared into the fire. “ Dying can ruin a good time.” Watch out for those rattlesnakes. 

This is a very challenging book. I can see why it would win awards. It is filled with brutal truths and the sins of our American slavery past. The type of things you can only tell in story form, because they are too ugly and raw to be faced on their own. We humans have immense power for cruelty, self-deception, and violence. We also have immense power for love, rescue, redemption, and connection. Like James, we need to use our words and actions to free each other and rescue the powerless. I hope we can learn from our history and build a better today and tomorrow for our kids. 


This is for philosophers, historians, and seekers.

(Rated R, Score 9/10, audiobook read by Dominic Hoffman, 7:49)


Dungeon Crawler Carl by Matt Dinniman (DCC#1)

It’s been a while since I read this first book, and with all the popularity and hype, I wanted to revisit it while we wait for book #9. This was my first LitRPG book- the characters end up in a role-playing game. The world (Earth) is destroyed and changed into a big game for the universe to watch. Carl and his ex-girlfriend’s cat, Princess Donut, get sucked into the game as contestants (Crawlers). It’s like Survivor, but a dungeon video game- but real life to them. They enter the dungeon as Level 1 on Floor 1. Donut gains the ability to talk and gain status as a crawler by eating a magical pet biscuit. They start by defeating a group of goblins. Next, they find a training room and a mentor who teaches them all about the game. Each floor collapses after a set time. Each deeper floor is filled with worse bad guys. Carl and Donut work together to gain levels, find treasure, build weapons, and stay alive. This book only covers the first two floors of danger and chaos out of eighteen. This is the type of book you should not read to wind down. It will get your blood pressure up and hook you into reading way past your bedtime. 


This is for gamers and not for anyone easily offended. 

(Rated R, Score 8/10, audiobook read by Jeff Hays, 13:31)


Carl’s Doomsday Scenario by Matt Dinniman (DCC#2)

Carl and Princess Donut start book 2 right where book 1 left off. They are trapped in a video game. Earth is now Dungeon Crawler World, which is a combo game/reality TV show for the alien universe. The surviving humans are contestants. Carl and Donut survived the first couple of training floors in book 1, so they get to pick race and class attributes. Mongo, their pet velociraptor, is growing along with them. As he learns and levels up, his size changes dramatically. At the start of the book, he’s chicken-sized, and at the end, he’s more like a horse. Mordecai, their game guide, gets promoted to be Donut’s manager, which means they drag him around Over City. Floor three is called Over City, and it has new enemies and dangers. Carl gets dumped into a creepy circus quest. He and Mordecai prepare a plan that morphs and adapts as the story plays out. He ends up cutting a deal for later floors, reuniting a family, and rescuing Donut and Mongo along the way. When they find a bigger town, they get stuck in a new quest. They have to solve a Sky Foul mystery. The quest takes them to the end of the floor. The author does a good job dressing up deep struggles and tensions in gore and game dressing. Like a good video game, the story is complex, the plot is unpredictable, and there are deeper themes, but you can easily get lost in the design and graphics. My favorite character is Mongo. He’s funny. 


This is for mature gamers. 

(Rated R, Score 7/10, audiobook read by Jeff Hays, 11:28)


On the Edge of the Dark Sea of Darkness by Andrew Peterson (Wingfeather Saga #1)

Jet loves this series, so we are revisiting it. It is predictable in a time when a lot of life seems chaotic. The Igiby children- Janner, Tink, and Leeli live in the Glipwood township, which is occupied by the Fangs of Dang. The evil Fangs oppress the citizens. On Dragon Day, the Igibys end up in a scuffle with the Fangs, which escalates over the course of the book. Their mother Nia bails the Igiby children out of Fang jail, and they try to keep to themselves, but a final showdown is inevitable. The Igiby children’s grandfather, Podo, leads the clan to Anklejelly Manor, where they take shelter in a secret weapon stash while the Fangs battle the deadly creatures from Glipwood Forest. In the morning after the battle all the Fangs are dead, which buys the Igibys some time to prepare for their journey to the cold north and discover old secrets of who they really are - the Jewels of Anniera. Being a fantastic work of fiction in a totally made-up world, this little book is so fun and creative. The characters are colorful and memorable. Plus, there are many lessons woven into the narrative. 


This is for small adventurers, and bigger adventurers who can tag along.

(Rated PG, Score 8/10, Audiobook read by the author, 8:19, hardback, 304p.)


North! Or Be Eaten by Andrew Peterson (Wingfeather Saga #2)

In book 2, the adventures of the Igiby family continue as they flee from the Fangs of Dang over the Mighty Blapp River and into the Ice Prairies. Stranders, a Fork Factory, toothy cows, Gray Fangs, Bomnubbles, and Snickbuzzards are just a few of the dangers the Jewels of Anniera must face in this tale. Can the Throne Warden protect the King as his duty and honor dictate? Can an old man be forgiven for his long-ago sins against the dragons? Listening to this with Jet, I had to deal with so many questions. The action and danger keep him nervous and trying to figure out what happens next.


This is for adventurers, protectors, and rebels.

(Rated PG, Score 9/10, audiobook read by the author, 12:01)


All Systems Red by Martha Wells (Murderbot #1)

Murderbot is a human/machine hybrid in charge of security for a survey team on a distant planet. It struggles with human interactions/emotions, preferring the humans in its charge to perceive it as a robot rather than a person. Murderbot has to step up its security game after its team is attacked by violent predators on the planet, then by an unknown, rogue team of surveyors with hacked security bots. The bad guys wipe out a different survey team and try to hijack Murderbot when it investigates the other team’s habitat. Murderbot’s team rescues him, and they work their way off the planet to safety. Thanks, Lucas, for the recommendation.


This book is for sci-fi fans and socially awkward humans. 

(Rated PG-13, Score 7/10, audiobook read by Kevin R. Free, 3:17)


The Monster in the Hollows by Andrew Peterson (Wingfeather Saga #3)

After they escape from the Gray Fangs in the north, the Jewels of Anniera sail south to the Green Hollows. The Green Hollows were originally home to two of the main characters in the story- Nia Wingfeather (the Jewels’ mother and the Queen of Anniera) and Podo Helmer (the grandfather). The welcome the family receives is not what they expected. The Hollows Folk guard their land fiercely. Their main enemy has been the Fangs of Dang. Now, a little Fang (Kalmar) has found his way into their peaceful community. The little Fang is treated with contempt and shame, and only by offering her life as collateral is Nia able to secure Kalmar’s freedom. As the story unfolds in the Green Hollows, the three children deepen their gifts and royal roles through schooling, squabbling with the Hollow's children, and through their family ties. As winter falls, animals start disappearing from the farms surrounding the Hollows. Eventually, the people of the Hollows, hearts hardened by fear, capture and attempt to execute Kalmar for murder. There are some excellent twists and turns as the end of the book plays out. Who is the monster? Fear makes people do strange things; it also provides a trigger to help us think about where our greatest opportunities lie. 


This is for monsters, little boys, and anyone dealing with bullies.

(Rated PG, Score 9/10, audiobook read by the author, 9:18)


Non-Fiction Books

Hidden Potential by Adam Grant

This book didn’t really resonate with me. It didn’t give me the lightbulb moments or new language for ideas I’m used to getting from Adam Grant. Maybe the timing wasn’t right. 

The book aims to show ordinary people how to unlock their hidden potential for greatness. The book is divided into three parts. Part I describes how skills of character are developed. We can develop our character through discomfort, soaking up feedback like a sponge, and focusing on improvement over perfection. Part II covers methods of motivation: using play to tackle the grind of training, building resilience through plateaus and setbacks, and training together to overcome long odds. In Part III, Grant examines systems of opportunity, like the case study of the education system of Finland, discussions on finding talent hidden in your organizations, and finally, the fight of José Hernández to become a NASA astronaut. 

One of Grant’s biggest points of emphasis in the book is that it’s not how far you rise, but what you overcome along the way. Each of us starts at a different point on the journey. Each of us has different paths, struggles, helpers, and guides. Let’s maximize our opportunities and lift others with us. 


This is for young leaders, teachers, and coaches.

(Rated PG, Score 6/10, audiobook read by the author, 7:21)


Night of the Grizzlies by Jack Olsen

This book tells the story of two deadly bear attacks that happened in Glacier National Park on the same night in August, 1967. The author starts with a history of the park and the progression of humans into the wilderness, pushing the bears farther and farther north. The story is about the tension between humans and bears, and how park officials had plenty of warning about the odd behavior of two different sets of bears around Trout Lake and Granite Park Chalet. Staff at the Chalet had been feeding the bears food scraps daily for many summers. The bear at Trout Lake had been behaving strangely for months, with none of the timidity that other bears showed. The summer of 1967 was unusually dry, and lightning had ignited many fires in the park, so ranger staff was spread thin. Rangers elected to ignore reports of bears acting aggressively while dealing with more pressing threats. The author made it clear that the general attitude and understanding of grizzlies was that they were afraid of humans and as long as you didn’t surprise them, they wouldn’t attack. I’m not sure why the two attacks happened so close together in timing, or why the two victims were so similar, but it is clear that the warning signs were easy to see. The book is a unique balance of documentary content painting the beauty of the park, mixed with horror and suspense because the inevitable bear attacks are coming. It is fascinating. For me, the moral of the story is to always respect nature, especially the big, scary animals. 


This is for hunters, conservationists, and backcountry campers. 

(Rated PG-13, score 9/10, audiobook read by Kevin Pierce, 6:40)


Currently Reading-

Cold Eyes by Peter Cameron

Many Waters by Madeleine L’Engle


I track my books in a database called Goodreads. It might help you manage your reading lists. 


Final Thoughts- 

This quote found me recently:

“‘It’s dark because you’re trying too hard,’ said Susila. ‘Dark because you want it to be light. Remember what you used to tell me when I was a little girl. “Lightly, child, lightly. You’ve got to learn to do everything lightly. Think lightly, act lightly, feel lightly. Yes, feel lightly, even though you’re feeling deeply. Just lightly let things happen and lightly cope with them.” I was so preposterously serious in those days. … Lightly, lightly—it was the best advice ever given me. … So throw away all your baggage and go forward. There are quicksands all about you, sucking at your feet, trying to suck you down into fear and self-pity and despair. That’s why you must walk so lightly. Lightly, my darling.’” — Aldous Huxley


My Granny passed away this month, and as I was processing the big emotions that come with such a loss, my siblings helped. My brother had this perfect idea. We (separately, cause we are scattered across the country) went to the store and got some Cap’n Crunch. We even decided on the same two kinds. Opening those boxes was like opening a window to the past. The smell immediately took me back to when Granny would visit, and she would bring us each a box of Cap’n Crunch. It was a treat. It was a gift. It was consistent. It was one of the things we looked forward to. It was light. It was kind. It was (now) healing. So, when you are taking yourself too seriously, try something light, like Cap’n Crunch. When you are sad, reach for those moments when you were most alive and free, like a kid on a sugar high. Nothing heals a pity party better than generosity. Shake off fear by connecting with your favorite people. 


Thanks for adventuring with me. 


Joshua

Friday, July 31, 2026

FROM THE SPINE - JULY 2026 BOOK REVIEWS

July 2026

What a busy month. We celebrated Independence Day and watched as much of the World Cup as work and the kids would allow. Aubrey won the bracket challenge! Thanks to all who participated. Mark won the book giveaway and picked Procrastination Proof by Jon Acuff.

I learned how to troubleshoot mechanical problems using AI when our clothes dryer stopped heating, a power washer got belligerent, and an inherited paper shredder needed some unbinding. 


Anyway, here are the books I finished and my reviews of them:


Fiction Books

Elf Dog and Owl Head by M.T. Anderson

Remember COVID? This is a pandemic book. The main character is the Elf Dog, Elphinore, who gets separated from her hunting pack and the people under the mountain. She is adopted by Clay, who is a young human boy who lives near the forest and the mountain. Clay’s family is tired of the pandemic, being isolated, and Clay’s mom being out of work. So they are happy to have a bright spot in the form of the elf-hound to distract them. Elphinore teaches Clay how to find the hidden paths in the forest. They find a depressed giant named Vud, and wake him from a prolonged sleep. They also find the owl-headed people’s village, and a young owl-headed boy named Amos, who befriends Clay and Elphinore against the social allowances of his people. Humans are not welcome in the mystical places, and Clay’s interference leads to danger, conflict, and fear. The story comes to a climax on Midsummer’s Eve at the celebration when the people under the mountain find their lost hound and take her back. Does Clay have what it takes to rescue his friend despite the danger? 

I found this book to be engaging and creative. I like the idea of the elf-hound innocently showing Clay the way to slip into the in-between, magical places. The owl-headed people are old-fashioned (and weird). The way the book describes the family’s emotions, frustrations, and feelings during the pandemic is quite accurate and will make those memories accessible in the future. Vud is pretty funny, like Eeyore. What other magical things are hiding from us in plain sight? 

One of my favorite moments in the book is when Clay and Elphinore are wounded by a dragon attack, and Amos, the owl-headed boy, prepares to carry Elphinore and lead Clay to his village for the magical care they need to survive. Clay asks Amos, “Are you sure?” And Amos replies, “I am sure that death is real, and I am sure that I want both of you to be well.” Amos knew there were going to be consequences of this choice and sacrifice, and he made them willingly to help his friend. 


This is for readers who love adventure and puppies, or need an understanding of the pandemic. 

(Rated PG, Score 7/10, audiobook read by Peter Cross, 4:10) 


The Frugal Wizard’s Handbook for Surviving Medieval England by Brandon Sanderson

John wakes up in the middle of a person-shaped burn mark in a field. He has no memories. He remembers more about himself as the story progresses (like Grace in Project Hail Mary). It looks like John is in Anglo-Saxon England, but he finds an exploded manual/marketing book which explains that he is a dimensional traveler in a bit of a mess. He’s supposed to be a wizard using his modern tech in the tangential dimension’s historical context to amaze the natives. John gets involved in the local power struggles when he realizes that an old nemesis of his is abusing the locals. He uses some of his implants, as well as medical nanites, to work a few basic cons, gaining semi-wizard status and respect. He leads his new friends into a conflict with the bad guys, hoping to drive them out of the current dimension before they kill the local wights (spirits). Along the way, John faces his faults, learns about his strengths, and embraces the hope of redemption. I enjoyed the humor in the book. Michael Kramer is an excellent narrator who brings the characters to life. The illustrations in the hard copy make it much clearer that the whole dimension-travel thing is a racket. 


This is for cons, hackers, and futuristic cage fighters. 

(Rated PG, Score 7/10, audiobook read by Michael Kramer, 9:11)


Dragonborn by Struan Murray

Alex is a dragon. But Alex thinks she is a twelve-year-old human girl. Her mother’s strict rules and the stress of losing her father pile on until the dragon starts coming out in her sleep. Unable to keep Alex safe on her own, Alex’s mother finally relents and allows Oliphos, a wise, old dragon, to take Alex to the island of Skralla, where she meets other young dragons and begins to learn what it means to be a dragon. There, in Skralla, Alex makes friends, enemies, and learns about the wider war between dragons and humans. Alex also learns that she has a glimmer- a unique ability to recognize and find dragons, even dragons who don’t know they are dragons yet (sleepers). Alex’s glimmer is craved by Drak Minda, who is an ancient dragon who thinks destroying all humans is the only way for the dragons to survive. Alex refuses to join Dark Midna, furthering the war between Oliphos and Drak Midna. There are some complex themes woven through the story: grief and how it affects kids, repressed personalities vs accepting yourself, and control vs freedom. Alex works through all these struggles in the story, making her relatable. I liked that there was balance, kindness, redemption, and some plot twists cleverly integrated into the story. 


This is for dragonette readers, spies, and sleepers. 

(Rated PG, Score 7/10, audiobook read by Clare Corbett and Roy McMillan, 9:40)


Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen

I tried to get Millie to listen to this book with me, but she didn’t understand the older English. It is on my 100-book bucket list, though, so I carried on without her. It is not packed with action or adventure. It’s about an English gentleman who needed a son (heir) to secure his land, but to his dismay, he had five daughters, no heir, and no peace. The bulk of the book is the mother trying very dramatically to marry off her daughters to the richest men she can find. The drama comes in when two young gentlemen come to town for a while, and one starts falling for Jane (the oldest). There are social gatherings, balls (dances), and social posturing. 

Elisabeth (the main character) tries to get Jane and Bingley hitched. No joy. Bingley’s friend Darcy blows it up. Elisabeth gets mad. Drama happens. Misunderstandings occur. Elisabeth and Darcy have a wonderful falling out. The youngest sister elopes with Wickham in a big scandal. They deserve each other and make each other miserable. More drama happens, but it all works out in the end. I like the dad. He’s funny. Elisabeth is fairly clever too. The language is formal and elaborate. I tend to stick to smaller words when I talk, but I understand the longer words. This book can definitely be a challenge if you speed up the audio and lean into the banter. 


This is for gentlemen, ladies, and scoundrels. 

(Rated PG, Score 6/10, audiobook read by Lindsay Duncan, 12:03)


Impossible Creatures by Katherine Rundell

This book has popped up in several lists I’ve seen, and Jet had a beautiful hardback copy, so we picked it up. I loved it. Jet too. The story is about a young girl, Mal, with a flying coat, and a young boy, Christopher, with a gift for creatures. Christopher rescues a young griffin and, in the process, finds his way to the Archipelago, which is a realm of magic called glimourie. The griffin belongs to Mal, who is running away from a murderer. Mal, Christopher, and the griffin find their way across the islands, weaving a fellowship of friends as they try to solve the mystery behind the sickness of the glimourie. The stars of the book are the impossible creatures that inhabit the islands. Dragons, unicorns, sphinxes, and many other creatures make different contributions to the adventures. There are enough to merit a creature glossary in the back. The kids face an impossible challenge with amazing resilience, creativity, and courage. They make the hard choices in the face of dangers and dire consequences without adults telling them what to do.

One of my favorite parts of the book has an incredible description of friendship. The old pirate asks Christopher if Mal is his friend, and the boy, after pondering, says yes, but this is what he thinks: “… sometimes, if you are among the very lucky, a spark of understanding cuts like lightning across the space between two people. It’s a defibrillator for the heart. And it toughens you. It nourishes you. And the word we’ve chosen for it, which his an insufficient word … is friendship.” I’ve been blessed to have friends like this; the type you don’t even have to say all the words with. The type that make you a better person, just by being in your life. 

This is one of the best books I’ve read in a long time. The writing style and creative descriptive language feel like Neil Gaiman. The cadence of the dialogue and the way Rundell describes the fantastic creatures feel like the best of Gaiman’s work without the bad words. The story construction is deep and clever. It kept us asking, “What happens next?” 


This is for young wizards, creature tamers, and adventurers.

(Rated PG, Score 9/10, audiobook read by Samuel West, 8:55)


Abandon’s Gate by James S. A. Corey (Expanse #3)

Abaddon’s Gate is a ring, built by the protomolecule and launched from Venus to the far reaches of the solar system. Book 3 is the story about the humans trying to figure out what to do with the ring. The humans fly out to the ring in groups. There’s a contingent from Earth that includes religious and artistic celebrities, a military crew from Mars, and a massive ship, the Behemoth, carrying representatives from the OPA (Belters). None of the humans know what the ring is or what it does, and of course they can’t help but try to figure it all out. James Holden and his crew on the Rocinante try to head away from the ring, knowing the danger it presents, but they get sucked into the mess by fate and revenge. Tension between the three sets of humans (Earthers, Martians, Belters) maxes out when one of the Earth ships explodes, and the Rocinante becomes public enemy #1. Holden takes his crew through the ring to save his ship and the souls aboard. The ring is a portal to an in-between space with many other ring gates to other star systems. In the in-between space, called the Slow Zone, is a presence that has the power to change physics. It is an alien presence, which uses the ghost of Lt. Miller to talk to Holden, and eventually, to regain control of the rings. Ironically, and predictably, the biggest threat to the humans in the Slow Zone isn’t the star-system-crushing force; it’s the other humans. 

My favorite character in this book is Bull, who is the security chief on the Behemoth. He is tough, fair, and clever. He knows how the ship works, how the humans work, and how to walk the line between what needs to be done and politics. He also has some memories from growing up in NM, which I can relate to. Without Bull, all the humans might have killed each other several times. 

Another memorable character is Pastor Anna, a Methodist from Earth, who plays a key role in keeping the peace among the humans. She starts the trip as just another one of the crowd, but evolves into a strong presence in the effort to save lives. Here’s a quote that I loved from her internal struggle before a big battle after getting to know Amos, who promises to protect her (with great violence): “Good-hearted, unrepentant killers were not something she had had to fit into her worldview before this, and she wasn’t sure how it would work, but now she’d have to try.” 

These books are messy. They blend all types of themes in new and complicated ways. They seem to be trying to get the reader out of the normal grooves by combining traits that we might think incompatible, like the female Methodist pastor married to a woman, or the murder of a drug dealer being justified to protect the crew of an entire ship. The author paints with grays, stretching my paradigms and expectations. It’s the type of thing we need to see past our biases. It’s the type of tension we find when we lean into connection and actually see people for real. We are all messy, but can we pick our messy better, like Amos, and be that dichotomy mix of danger and protection?


This is for mature sci-fi readers and anyone struggling with revenge/redemption issues.

(Rated R, Score 9/10, audiobook read by Jefferson Mays, 19:42)


Non-Fiction Books

A Night To Remember by Walter Lord

The Titanic was the unsinkable ship. It was a modern marvel. This book is the story of the maiden voyage turned catastrophe of that massive ship. The story reads like fiction. Lord collected memories, facts, details, and vibes that let you experience the hours from the initial ice strike through the sinking and recovery of her lifeboats and a shockingly few of her passengers. The date is April 14, 1912. Ice had been reported in the northern shipping lane. The temperature drops steadily. At 11:40 PM, most of the passengers were in bed. The ship struck an iceberg on the starboard side. It punched a series of holes, allowing seawater to pour in. By midnight, the crew was worried. By 12:45, orders were given to lower the lifeboats with the women and children. The ship was famously underprepared with only enough lifeboats for a small number of passengers, and the ones that were launched were not filled. At 2:17 AM, the final distress signal was sent out, and the ship’s lights failed. At 2:18, the ship began to break apart, and by 2:20, she submerged completely with over 1500 passengers still aboard and the band bravely playing to the end. Survivors battle the cold and each other as they wait for the Carpathia to come to the rescue. The Carpathia pulls in lifeboats from 4:00 AM until the last one is secured at about 8:30 AM. 705 passengers were saved out of the 2,224 people who were aboard the ship. 

The narrative is filled with details and remembrances. It’s amazing. The author also includes some of the social implications of the event, describing the rich and powerful who were aboard, how first-class passengers were handled differently from other classes, and how women were supposed to be rescued first. 

I was surprised at how disconnected communication was on the ship during the panic. The size and grandeur seem to have worked against the passengers. They assumed that the ship could not sink, and they did not take the threat seriously; many paid the ultimate price. 


This is for sailors, historians, and truth-seekers. 

(Rated PG, Score 9/10, audiobook read by Fred Williams, 5:19)


Zen in the Art of Archery by Eugen Herrigel

It’s funny when you try to describe a concept that must be experienced to be understood. That’s mostly what this book is about. You can describe the steps and the process of becoming a master in archery, sword, flower arranging, or painting. But you can’t describe what it feels like to enter the mindset required to aim without aiming, and paint without design. I can understand the process of studying to the point of obsession- knowing things so deeply that your subconscious executes the actions perfectly on autopilot. Herrigel is a German philosophy professor living in Japan. He begins to study kyūdō (Japanese archery) as a way into Zen practice. He documents the frustration at spending weeks and months simply learning how to stand and breathe properly. It takes years before he is even given a target to shoot at. After working through breathing and drawing the bow, he struggles mightily with the release. The release is supposed to be a surprise, but how can it be a surprise if you are shooting on purpose while aiming but not aiming. His master keeps telling him that his shot must shoot itself, removing him from a conscious decision and ruining the shot. You have to let go of yourself and let the force flow through you. (Actually, that would be a great book- the Zen of the Jedi). Only when you can completely let go can you achieve mastery. I am looking for a new area of study like this. I need something to begin as a novice. I need something that takes complete focus and stretches my brain and patience. What suggestions do you have for me? 


This is for Zen students, archers, and philosophers.

(Rated PG, Score 7/10, ebook, 50p.)


Currently Reading-

Beautiful Outlaw by John Eldridge

Hidden Potential by Adam Grant

Cyberpunk 2077: No_Coincidence by Rafał Kosik

James by Percival Everette

Amari and the Night Brothers by B.B. Alston


I track my books in a database called Goodreads. It might help you manage your reading lists. 


Final Thoughts- 

We are working on buying a beautiful new house and selling our current house. Anyone who has ever moved in their life can relate to the chaos this includes. This is a special type of chaos, because it is all our choice. We are willingly subjecting ourselves to this season of disastering with great hope for what life looks like on the other side. We are greatly blessed to have the time, space, resources, and energy to finally tackle this project. Here’s a quote from Impossible Creatures that is echoing through this adventure: “Greater than the world’s chaos are its miracles.” So, when you are struggling with the weight of the world and its many problems, remember to slow down, look around, and find the miracles. Find the hope. Find the helpers, the family, the friends, and the magic. These miracles are greater than the chaos.


Thanks for adventuring with me. 


Joshua